BLEH

it's been an odd week of emotions. my dad hasn't been well, all my friends are off somewhere far far away or preparing to be off far far away. i'm feelin a bit like a dust bunny swept into a corner.

it's not quite right to say that i've been really busy but it'd be a lie if i said i had alot of free time to myself. i guess i'm just busy enough to keep me coastin along. i tried to reserve saturday for myself but that didn't work. when did it become so hard for me shut out the world? maybe this is a good thing but i'm feelin drained, tired and see no end in sight. it's a tad overwhelming and discouraging not knowing when i'm gonna be able to recharge.

i'll hafta do somethin nice for myself this week.