THUNDER

it's thunderin and i'm by myself.

i used to go running to him every time it got bad. perhaps it was the noise or just the unsettling feeling it left in my gut but i always thought the world was gonna end or somethin doomsdayish was just around the corner.

i've come to realize that i'm not afraid any more. i found comfort in it all those times i was terrified but he was unavailable when he promised he'd be there but wasn't.

it's not so bad, is it?