CATCH UP
i'm breathing deep, sittin back and reveling in this novel thing called free time that i have so precsious little of nowadays. it's weird sittin down at the computer and bloggin. it's like goin home and opening the door to weeks of clutter.
work - well it's been work. the industry is slowing down, right on schedule. everything is as usual.
dance - i feel like i've plateaued. i don't feel that i'm as good as i should be for someone who takes as many classes as i do. i'm doin something wrong - but what? it's not that i have to practice more (i don't actually think that's possible) but i have to find a more effective way to practice? does that make any sense?
oh yea - the Vancouver International Salsa Congress is right around the corner. it's one hell of show for anyone interested. i caught them last year and i've been hooked ever since.
family - my dad was diagnosed with TB. i went in to get tested too even tho the chances of having caught it were minimal. i was negative but this only means that i'm mot allowed around my dad until he's no longer contagious. it's been weeks since i've seen him and the guilt is getting to me.
love - ? well, i don't really know where i'm at in this department. i'm enjoying what have and trying not to over analyze the situation. i am content - no, i'm happy. there's a gorgeous guy and he makes me feel like a million bucks. what else is there? wanting more would just be greedy, wouldn't it?
life in general has been good to me. i went to bowen island last weekend. i recharged my batteries and did some much needed nothing for my birthday. so i'm another year older - whatever that means.
i'm feelin a little out of touch with myself lately. i'm always on the go, go, go and there's never a chance to take a moment, to spend a little bit of time inside my head. who knows what i'll unearth when i finally do.
i've hit my target weight. i'm in great shape. but my target weight was a lie. i actually want to lose 10 more pounds but it's seemingly impossible right now. a lot of people have argued that perhaps 10 more pounds for me might not be so healthy but my BMI is currently just over 23 - dropping it below 22 wouldn't be unhealthy, it actually seems ideal.
work - well it's been work. the industry is slowing down, right on schedule. everything is as usual.
dance - i feel like i've plateaued. i don't feel that i'm as good as i should be for someone who takes as many classes as i do. i'm doin something wrong - but what? it's not that i have to practice more (i don't actually think that's possible) but i have to find a more effective way to practice? does that make any sense?
oh yea - the Vancouver International Salsa Congress is right around the corner. it's one hell of show for anyone interested. i caught them last year and i've been hooked ever since.
family - my dad was diagnosed with TB. i went in to get tested too even tho the chances of having caught it were minimal. i was negative but this only means that i'm mot allowed around my dad until he's no longer contagious. it's been weeks since i've seen him and the guilt is getting to me.
love - ? well, i don't really know where i'm at in this department. i'm enjoying what have and trying not to over analyze the situation. i am content - no, i'm happy. there's a gorgeous guy and he makes me feel like a million bucks. what else is there? wanting more would just be greedy, wouldn't it?
life in general has been good to me. i went to bowen island last weekend. i recharged my batteries and did some much needed nothing for my birthday. so i'm another year older - whatever that means.
i'm feelin a little out of touch with myself lately. i'm always on the go, go, go and there's never a chance to take a moment, to spend a little bit of time inside my head. who knows what i'll unearth when i finally do.
i've hit my target weight. i'm in great shape. but my target weight was a lie. i actually want to lose 10 more pounds but it's seemingly impossible right now. a lot of people have argued that perhaps 10 more pounds for me might not be so healthy but my BMI is currently just over 23 - dropping it below 22 wouldn't be unhealthy, it actually seems ideal.
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