NOT WHAT ANY OF US EXPECTED
things so rarely turn out they way i intend it to but somehow it's always ok. maybe the world is fair, maybe i'm lucky or resilient but it'll always work out and i know i'll be ok. it's gettin there, toughin it out that's hard. it leaves me wondering if i really believe i'll be ok. maybe not but i need to believe something.
i'm feelin a little left behind. it's a night for real regret and really good cry over it. i can't keep waitin for it, it'll happen when i stop lookin for it but i'm antsy, impatient and really afraid it's not really gonna be ok. like the mistakes i've made were made for too long and i should just be content and grateful for what i have now. any more would just be a pipe dream.
i'm really happy for u rhonda, i really am. the cryin really was for u but u know better than anyone that it was a bit for me. hang on to what u found for as long as it fills u with happiness and not a second longer. no one deserves it more than u and who knows - maybe it really will be my turn next.
i'm feelin a little left behind. it's a night for real regret and really good cry over it. i can't keep waitin for it, it'll happen when i stop lookin for it but i'm antsy, impatient and really afraid it's not really gonna be ok. like the mistakes i've made were made for too long and i should just be content and grateful for what i have now. any more would just be a pipe dream.
i'm really happy for u rhonda, i really am. the cryin really was for u but u know better than anyone that it was a bit for me. hang on to what u found for as long as it fills u with happiness and not a second longer. no one deserves it more than u and who knows - maybe it really will be my turn next.
posted by tunabelly at 12:29 a.m.
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