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i can't sleep.
when did i become one of those...ya know the type, with the cramp in the shoulder, an ache in the wrist, numbness in the ass, surprised at the time and realizing that u'v been online for way too long. i've never been much of a computer person but i guess, somewhere along the line, this has become a fallacy. weird.
mental note: practice proper form while procrastinating & stop indulging in so much of it on work nights.
meh, whatever.
i don't exactly like the way i look but is it enough that i don't not like the way i look? this coupled with good healthy exercise and some great nourishing cosmetic products, i think i'll scrape by. we'll see where this goes, anyway. this year has been the first time in my life i've been able to maintain a consistant routine of exercise.
mom thinks i should eat less. we can't seem to see eye to eye on weight loss tactics. grrr...eat less, bad! food good!
i do have to admit tho - as my income increases i consider plastic surgery more and more. k - maybe consider isn't the right word. i think 'bout it but i don't think i'm really serious. liposuction, maybe - i think 'bout this the most. other than that i don't really know what i'd change or rather, i'd know what to change but not the foggiest idea of what to change to.
i think the best self-image improver for me is just avoidance of my family. i always feel fine until i talk to anyone i'm related to. then it's a slow building process to get back to OK.
they really do kill me a bit everyday.
when did i become one of those...ya know the type, with the cramp in the shoulder, an ache in the wrist, numbness in the ass, surprised at the time and realizing that u'v been online for way too long. i've never been much of a computer person but i guess, somewhere along the line, this has become a fallacy. weird.
mental note: practice proper form while procrastinating & stop indulging in so much of it on work nights.
meh, whatever.
i don't exactly like the way i look but is it enough that i don't not like the way i look? this coupled with good healthy exercise and some great nourishing cosmetic products, i think i'll scrape by. we'll see where this goes, anyway. this year has been the first time in my life i've been able to maintain a consistant routine of exercise.
mom thinks i should eat less. we can't seem to see eye to eye on weight loss tactics. grrr...eat less, bad! food good!
i do have to admit tho - as my income increases i consider plastic surgery more and more. k - maybe consider isn't the right word. i think 'bout it but i don't think i'm really serious. liposuction, maybe - i think 'bout this the most. other than that i don't really know what i'd change or rather, i'd know what to change but not the foggiest idea of what to change to.
i think the best self-image improver for me is just avoidance of my family. i always feel fine until i talk to anyone i'm related to. then it's a slow building process to get back to OK.
they really do kill me a bit everyday.
posted by tunabelly at 2:47 a.m.
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